Hi Everyone!
Well, today’s my last day in Katy. Isn’t that weird? Now that it’s actually here, it’s so real and came way too fast. I can honestly say that I have no idea what to do with myself. The term “there aren’t enough hours in a day” never meant so much to me, haha.
I think I’ve been doing pretty well with the whole packing process and getting ready for tomorrow. I can’t tell you what a help Mom’s been in all this … she’s help me keep my ducks in a row so to speak. There’s boxes at the end of my stair case with all of my stuff in it and clothes all over my room for me to pack. Omg! This is so weird. '
Yesterday was when it all hit me. I met Jevita, one of my dearest friends, for starbucks in the morning and just sat and talked/listened to her for about an hour and very quickly realized just how much I love her and love being around her. Her and I have been friends since 7th grade. She was actually the first person that approached me and talked to me when I first moved to Katy in 7th grade. We were study hall buddies back then and have remained friends through 8th grade and the 4 years of JET Band and high school itself. She is going off to Minnesota to go to school and be closer to her family. Telling her bye was so hard. And I know it’s not “bye” in a goodbye type way … but it’s a “bye” as in, she won’t be part of my daily life anymore … you know? Love you, Jevita! :)
And then I went and go my nails done with Audrey. She is a girl that I just met through Jacob’s friend and I absolutely love her! We talked about how we wish we’d have met earlier this summer so we could have hung out so much more. Telling her bye was a bummer to because she is so chill to be around and we get a long so well. She’s a really good “girl talk” person. She’ll be going back to Sam Houston for her second year of school. Love you, Audrey!
After going to the dentist with Kevin and seeing G.I. Joe with Jacob and Tanner, I came home and had a meltdown for a few hours. No matter what I did or what Mom said … I just started crying. Sometimes I would laugh when I cried, but I just cried. I haven’t done that type of meltdown in a while.

One of the reasons why I love my Mom so much is because we’re so connected by some “mother daughter” connection. It’s so amazing. I was upstairs in my room, laying down in bed (yes, crying for no reason but just to cry) and she walks up with a cup of coffee in hand and told me that she had just been crying too, by herself. It made me feel a lot better that I wasn’t the only one melting down at the moment. Mom sat by my bed for a while and just talked to me while I listened … I couldn’t really talk all that great. She, as many people have told me, reminded me that this was just one of the processes everyone has to go through in order to get through life. Moving out is just what you do and it’s what I have to get through as part of the growing up process. I swear no matter where I am or what I’m doing … Mom always seems to know exactly what to say .. she’s so good at that. Love you, Mom! :)
Then my Jacob came over right in the middle of the tear fest … so I felt so stupid because I was so afraid that he wouldn’t understand why the hell I was crying … mainly because I didn’t have a concrete reason either. But he played it off so well, haha. He was there for two hours or so for me while I just sat there and balled and laughed all at the same time. He took me to starbucks (yes, that was the second time .. and no, I didn’t remember my $2 receipt) to get out of the house for a second and we just sat and talked and he was his goofy self for me. It kinda reminded me why I love him like I do. Love you, Jacob! :)
Then it was about 8:45 and Jacob and I both had plans with our friends last night. So him and I went home, said bye to my parents and then Jacob and I split our different ways. I went to Shelbs’ house to hang with Shelbs and Amanda. Gosh I’ve missed them this summer. With the schedule I’ve kept, I haven’t seen them as much as I’ve wanted to so it was so nice to just hang out with them and eat lots of pizza. Telling them bye was so hard, too. We’ve had some incredible memories together. We’ve all been in band together since 7th grade and have made so many amazing memories together. Amanda I just recently got a lot closer this senior year and Shelbs and I have known each other .. we’ve been through it all together. These girls remind me that I love who I am and remind me that the “chill” and “relaxed” personality I have and the need to not always being impressing someone is ok to have. They are the girls that I am the most myself around and I cannot tell you how blessed and fortunate I’ve been to have them in my lives these past six years. I love you girls, more than you know! :)

So, as I sign off and say bye I just want to say that some wise woman once told me .. that no matter where we are or what we’re are doing “we’re all going to be okay” and wherever our lives are we need to just “bloom where we are planted”. And for the past 6 years, I believe I’ve done that .. to the best of my ability at least … and now I’m going to move to Baton Rouge tomorrow, and I’m just going to keep bloomin’ … because really, there’s no other fun way to live. And while I’m blooming, I’m going to have the memories and the love of all the people here in Katy … and that alone is going to give me so much strength and encouragement to being my new life at LSU.
I love ALL of you in my life so much.
All my love,
Hannah
